Its the kind of lingering pain in my heart that is forbidding me to think logically and optimistically. I need it to go away. Breathing is becoming a pure torture as a result of the throbbing pain. I need to get over it. I need to learn to be pragmatic and less emotional. Society is like this, no one can change anything. Life is like that, nothing will make the situation any better. Our souls are tainted. I do wonder why, in many ways, we are worse off than beast. The thought of death and leaving this horrible cold-blooded world doesnt seems that bad.
Don’t worry friends, i will not commit suicide. haha. just a thought. A bleak one too.
i will get over this (: