So much in my head and its wearing me out. Nothing is going right and i have no idea what i can do or should do anymore.
Just faking, pretending as if i dont care. In that way, at least i can escape for a little while.
Dont know who to lean on, who to trust anymore.
Sick of everything.
I hate myself for being so independent and strong. Sometimes, i just want to be weak and have a shoulder to lean on, but i know i wont let myself do that.